Wednesday, 19 December 2007

it's hard to admit...

.. that i am not so much into christmas this year...

a lot of things has happened this year.
and the major thing is losing dominic. .. that was the only thing that happened this year.
from then it was up and down... its dizzying. its tiring.

at some point i have to sober up and get my act together.

but for now i am not ready yet.

it is unfair to a lot of people. especially my hubby.

but then again, it is unfair for me...

im still angry. am still mad. because i got questions unanswered.

somewhere deep down i feel festive, i can get in the spirit..
i hear it in my voice, i see it in my actions...

but the spark just never reach my eyes... no. it's just not visible through
the window of my soul....

merry christmas to you... and to all a merry christmas.

3 comments:

Athens said...

gie glad to hear err read from you again...

i know its been a tough year for you and i can only wish my words would be enough.. but if it helps i pray that of the recent events that is happening to you right now, in due time, you will get to have that moment that it will all make sense.

i love you mommy gie and merry christmas!

hug ako!

Edcel said...

hi gie!

merry christmas to you as well!
hope you're doing better na. take care!
add na kita :)

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samplawer said...

thanks guys... ingatz and merry christmas!!!